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Latest Second Life Blogs Second Life Grid availability in April Posted 5/9/2008 6:20:10 PM by LL Blog - [Show All My Posts] --- Posted by Ian Linden on Linden Lab Blog --- 
We’ve just updated the Quality Metrics page, and the numbers show what you already know: April was not a good month for Second Life Grid availability. Our internal outage tracking tool estimates that about 630,000 usage hours were lost to global system failures over the course of the month, which is about 1.9% of the total (up from 0.06% in February and 0.22% in March), and resident surveys clearly indicate great unhappiness coinciding with these failures. (We define lost usage as how much time Residents would have spent logged in but did not, due to Grid failures; it is meant as a global availability metric and does not cover local failures like sim crashes, inventory problems, and the like. See actual[black] vs predicted[blue] concurrency graph, right.) I’d like to address the causes for this, and what we are doing about it in general terms.
What happened, and Why?
So, on to why April was so tough: virtually every piece of mission-critical Second Life Grid infrastructure failed catastrophically at least once during the month. Here are the biggest sources of downtime; I list these not to shirk responsibility, but to illustrate the near-perfect storm:
- Intra-Grid Network By far, the largest event was the near-total loss of intra-grid network connectivity on April 4/5, caused by a line failure within the backbone of our primary network provider - who delayed, botched, and again delayed the fix, extending what should have been a relatively brief outage for many hours… and then the failure was repeated on a smaller scale on April 25. We’re working with the provider at the executive level to address the risks that allowed this to happen.
- Central Database We encountered a new crash bug in our central database, resulting in a series of four database outages. We have subsequently identified a work-around, and should be able to avoid this particular crash in the future. In general, eliminating this cluster as a scalability bottleneck and failure point is a very high priority for Linden Lab.
- Asset Storage Cluster The asset storage cluster crashed during routine maintenance; this was a repeat of the crashes that afflicted us in December and January. The vendor had previously assured us that this problem was fixed, and so we continue to work with them to investigate the cause and potential solutions.
- Data Center/Transient Data Services Our data center in San Francisco cut power to many of our most critical servers over the course of two days. We had advance notice of this one, but working around the power cuts did cause some disruptions. This was a learning process as well, and we’ve refined our processes for dealing with events like this.
For more information on the systems that make up the Second Life Grid and how, when they fail, they impact the platform, please check the Service Disruptions page. Because component failures are never wholly avoidable, our goal (and the goal of online services everywhere), is to reduce the extent to which the Second Life Grid is affected by the loss of key systems. With a platform this technologically complex, adding the necessary redundancy and failure management is a long process, but we have not been standing still: on average a database crash in April cost about 14,000 lost usage hours, vs 53,000 hours for a similar crash last August (at a time when substantially fewer people were using Second Life). We will continue to reduce the impact (on both logins and in-world functionality) of these crashes, until they cease to be significant, at which point they can come off the Service Disruptions page.
Clearly, though, there is still a great deal of work left to do. Our long term strategy includes specific plans to eliminate the risks associated with all of the failures I listed above. We make progress every day, and continue to hire the best and brightest technical staff at our offices in San Francisco, Mountain View, Seattle, Boston, and Brighton. (See our hiring page.) In the meantime, our service record is not perfect but we are confident that we have identified some key areas to improve and will continue to move forward.
Finally, I’ll mention our new coalesced status reports page, which replaces system status updates on our primary blog. Look there for all Grid-status information, including information about upcoming scheduled outages: http://status.secondlifegrid.net/

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Early May 2008 Posted 5/9/2008 4:54:07 PM by Bixyl - [Show All My Posts]  Had I did the entry a week ago, it would be little but good times. A friend whom I thought quit for good came back. Me and some mutual friends celebrated her return, including a balloon ride with the theme music in the background "Inuyasha: Change the World. It was the best time I had in a while.
The following day, my newspaper sponsored the first party for the group in a while. I had looked forward to it all week, but wouldn't you know it, real-life events kept me from attending most of it.
It was a week of ups and downs. Another friend also back back from a short hiatus, but another had some sad news at home. My friend Sean Voss had to take a break, and with him went SL Tours. Another favorite activity gone. But I did find a couple interesting places, a pac-man maze, and a weekly political debate at the Second Life Republicans HQ. I never did find a similar place for the Dems, yet.
No new favorite hangout, yet, though something may come up soon.
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For Jexy Posted 5/9/2008 2:32:52 PM by TJ - [Show All My Posts]  Oh the sun is shining far too bright For it to still be night Oh the air feels so cold So cold and old How can it be light Oh let's take a walk outside See the world through each other's eyes I wish I was your only one I think you're beautiful but your hair is a mess And your shoes are untied, but that's what I love best
And I, I wish I was the one Your one and only sun And you looked at me that way I wish for long lingering glances Fairytale romances every single day And you look at me and say I'm your best friend every day But I wish for something, wish for something more Oh, I love you like a friend but let's not pretend How I wish for something, wish for something more
Oh the grass is so green But I can't see anything, past your eyes I'm fixated on your smile Your cherry lips make life worthwhile I'm thinking these things What I'm trying to say is Life gets in my way Every single day
And I, I wish I was the one Your one and only sun And you looked at me that way I wish for long lingering glances Fairytale romances every single day And you look at me and say I'm your best friend every day But I wish for something, wish for something more Oh, I love you like a friend but let's not pretend How I wish for something, wish for something more
Now the sun is fading and the rain is coming down And I'm looking at your face but your looking at the ground I see diamonds in your dreams I see pearls around your neck I see everything that's beautiful, everything that's beautiful
I wish I was the one Your one and only sun And you looked at me that way I wish for long lingering glances Fairytale romances every single day And you look at me and say I'm your best friend every day But I wish for something, wish for something more Oh, I love you like a friend but let's not pretend How I wish for something, wish for something more
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Mom & Dad Posted 5/9/2008 12:36:54 PM by Bluberrie - [Show All My Posts] 
I met Dad on my second day in SL. I was at Fiddlers & had no clue what was going on . He im'd me and we started chatting. He has turned out to be my dad in SL. He is such a great guy & yes he does tend to be a bit on the sarcastic side at times but he is truly funny, smart & an all around good guy. Then a couple months ago he met Mom :) ....Mom is beautiful, silly, & GREAT for my dad. I am so glad that you two found each other & that you are a part of my Second Life. Though you both have a place in my RL heart as well. You are always there to listen to me with my many tales of woe. I just wanted to thank you BOTH for all that you do to put up with me.
I Love you both
Alexanya
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Angelia Posted 5/9/2008 12:36:46 PM by Bluberrie - [Show All My Posts]  There are many people that come into your SL life & alot of them do not stay. There are so many bridges to cross & so much drama at times that you just dont want to keep some of them in your Second Life. I have met many friends but I have truly met someone that is more like my Sister. I met Angelia through her ex partner, Landis & I am so glad that I did. I did not ever THINK that she would become such a great friend & an important person in my life. You have becoma a RL friend to me as well Ang & I cannot wait til we meet. I know that we will become such great friends. We are so different but in some ways we are so much alike. Angelia has been there for me through thick & thin & I just wanted her to know that she means SO much to me....YOU are a GREAT person Ang & ANYONE who knows you or has you in their life is a lucky person. Don't let anyone ever tell you any different or make you feel that you are not worthy. Cause YOU TRULY ARE...
I Love You My Sister
Alexanya
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RP -- Bella episode 4 Posted 5/9/2008 12:03:28 PM by AlyMilligan - [Show All My Posts] Note: Fenton opens his comm so Aly can hear and record everything.
As the session opens, Aly is in the admin office staring at Karen Markov who is locked in a cell. Three days previous Markov had attacked the mayor and tried to steal the PDAs containing the mine access codes.
[17:43] Aly Milligan: Ms. Markov [17:43] Karen Markov looks up [17:43] Aly Milligan taps on the glass [17:43] Karen Markov: yes what is it.. [17:44] Karen Markov responds with a sullen voice with little emotion [17:44] Aly Milligan: I was wondering if you wanted to give your side of the story, before . . . [17:44] Karen Markov sighs [17:44] Karen Markov: it was a mistake... [17:44] Aly Milligan fingers on her data recorder [17:45] Karen Markov: I am so sorry..... I was desperate [17:45] Karen Markov: how are they ... surely i didnt kill anyone [17:46] Aly Milligan: You know that the locals won't go easy on you. Telling me what happened--honestly--is your best chance at avoiding the death warrant [17:46] Karen Markov looks distraught [17:46] Karen Markov: yes.. your right.. it all has to comoe out [17:46] Aly Milligan looks concerned, takes notes on her datapad [17:47] Karen Markov: I .....I was desperate.. I need money.....I have ..some debyts [17:47] Aly Milligan: Let's take this slow. Tell me: why did you assault the mayor? [17:47] Karen Markov: I thought that .. with the TEG I could escape this place,, get free [17:47] Karen Markov: I needed the codes to do that [17:48] Aly Milligan: So you assaulted him for the codes? [17:48] Karen Markov: yes.... I am so sorry is he alright? [17:48] Karen Markov: I just .. snapped [17:49] Aly Milligan: What were you going to do with the teg? I mean, it's not like any random suit would know what to do with it. [17:49] Aly Milligan nibbles her pen [17:49] Karen Markov looks down cast [17:49] Karen Markov: I was going to sell it... to ......... [17:49] Karen Markov trials off [17:50] Karen Markov: any way I hear of peole who will buy [17:50] Aly Milligan: Come clean now, it can only help you. [17:50] Karen Markov: I am.. I need to pay people ,,, I needed it to get free [17:50] Aly Milligan: Who did you need to pay? [17:50] Aly Milligan thumbs her camera to the video setting [17:50] Karen Markov looks around but realises who she is talking too [17:51] Karen Markov: I ... I cant tell you.. they will not like it [17:51] Aly Milligan narrows her eyes [17:51] Karen Markov: they will kill me [17:51] Aly Milligan: Off the record? [17:51] Aly Milligan turns off her recording devices [17:51] Karen Markov looks nervous.. [17:51] Karen Markov: ummmmm welll [17:52] Aly Milligan: Look, I have a ship.
Mayor Fenton Fong arrives.
[17:52] Aly Milligan: I cna get you off this rock. [17:52] Karen Markov: I.. I need to.... ship..... [17:52] Aly Milligan: But you have to come clean with me. [17:52] Karen Markov: oh yes.... but can I trust you [17:52] Fenton Fong strolls in and gives the two near the cell a flat look. [17:52] Aly Milligan: Tell me who the buyer is. [17:52] Karen Markov: how will you get me out of this.. [17:52] Karen Markov indicates thew cell [17:53] Aly Milligan nods at Fenton. "Hello, Mr. Mayor." [17:53] Karen Markov: Mayor!.. your alright! thank goodness [17:53] Karen Markov: I am sooo soo sorry.... [17:53] Fenton Fong sounds aggrieved. He thought he could trust Aly. "Ms. Milligan."
[17:53] Aly Milligan: Ms. Markov was just explaining to me why she killed Johnson.
[17:54] Karen Markov looks pleadingly into Alys eyes as if to say yes get me out of here and ill tell all [17:54] Fenton Fong looks at Karen and gets an even more annoyed look on his face. "Yes. Your well wishes are appreciated, Ms. Markov. I trust everything's comfortable in there." [17:55] Aly Milligan stares coldly at Karen. She is very patient.
[17:55] Karen Markov: who killed Johnson? [17:55] Karen Markov: you think I did? [17:55] Karen Markov looks shocked [17:55] Aly Milligan: You certainly have incriminated yourself. [17:55] Aly Milligan: If you would have attacked the mayor for the codes, why not Johnson? [17:56] Karen Markov: no... I didnt I only saw the opportunity after the codes were public... [17:56] Aly Milligan: Where were you when he ws murdered anyway? [17:56] Karen Markov: what could I gain froom kililling him..... I was sleeping.. finished a 12 hour shift.. I have proof [17:56] Fenton Fong mutters something about how that makes _everything_ better. [17:57] Aly Milligan raises an eyebrow in disbelief. "What kind of proof?" [17:57] Karen Markov pleads " I didnt kill Johnson.... the work records, logs from the TEG refinery,
[17:57] Fenton Fong hears his communicator go off and has to step just outside the door to get it.
[17:58] Aly Milligan: You just said you were asleep [17:58] Aly Milligan: Work logs wouldn't prove anything but when you left. [17:58] Karen Markov: please Aly get me out and I'll talk about the TEG buyer.... [17:58] Karen Markov: yes....but..... I went back to my quartersd and slept [17:59] Aly Milligan leans against the glass "You've already shown yourself capable of great violence. I'm going to need more than your word to trust you. Give me a lead--something!--to go on." [17:59] Karen Markov: alright!.....but I need to get out of here [17:59] Karen Markov: pleease [18:00] Aly Milligan: Tell me what you know and I'll talk to the mayor. [18:00] Aly Milligan: I'll get you out. [18:00] Karen Markov looks narrowly at Aly wondering if she can trust her " alright [18:00] Karen Markov almost whispers" The tong.....they control it all" [18:00] Aly Milligan nods encouragingly [18:01] Karen Markov: I have a debt to them.... they were willinig to wipe it for TEG [18:01] Karen Markov: now can you get me out?
[18:01] Aly Milligan: I need names [18:02] Karen Markov head shakes with tears in her ees " I I cant they will kill me!!!" [18:02] Karen Markov: please you have o get me out I'm not safe here [18:03] Aly Milligan shakes her head [18:03] Aly Milligan: You're not being very helpful [18:03] Fenton Fong strolls back in time to comment. [18:03] Aly Milligan: You've given me nothing solid to go on [18:03] Karen Markov looks up to see the Mayor enter [18:03] Fenton Fong: Ms. Markov, I'm 99 percent sure the Tong has the codes. Why would they send someone after you? [18:04] Karen Markov: becuse I owe them... [18:04] Aly Milligan: Mr. Fong, is there any way to verify that Markov here was asleep in her quarters when Johnson bought it? [18:05] Karen Markov me bangs her head on the cage in frustration [18:05] Aly Milligan: Karen, please [18:05] Aly Milligan: You've admitted to being a blackmailed assassin of the tong [18:05] Karen Markov collapses to the floor [18:05] Fenton Fong: Dunno. If Ms. Markov's quarters had no other exit there might be security footage. We might have seen her go on and not come out. [18:05] Karen Markov: NO! [18:05] Aly Milligan: Is there any reason to let you walk? [18:06] Karen Markov: i was not told to kill.....I just neede the codes and TEG to pay them [18:06] Karen Markov: it was a mistek to tshoot
[18:06] Aly Milligan: Is that what Lorn told you? [18:06] Karen Markov head snaps around at the name [18:06] Karen Markov mumbles " Lorn .. I didnt say anything about her [18:07] Fenton Fong: It's a small feckin' town, Ms. Markov. [18:07] Karen Markov head drops relising its over no need to keep sectrets [18:07] Aly Milligan: That it is [18:07] Karen Markov: yes....... Lorn... she owns my debt.... [18:08] Aly Milligan: What is the debt from? [18:08] Karen Markov looks up pleadingly" She will kill me if she hears I said that.. please get me out" [18:08] Karen Markov looks down points to her alloy collar" I ... was owned by .. the Tong [18:09] Fenton Fong: Owned? [18:09] Karen Markov: I .. wanted out.....
At this point, Aly realizes that she won't get any more out of Karen without turning up the heat. So she lies.
[18:09] Aly Milligan smiles coldly at Karen. "I have more bad news for you." [18:10] Aly Milligan examines her nails. "I was going through the doc's files and I saw that your backups were all erased. You have no failsafe." [18:10] Aly Milligan: "If you die, that's it. Poof. The end."
[18:13] Karen Markov looks horrified [18:13] Fenton Fong feels some compassion for the people, especially the women, who wind up in those dire straits. The muscles of his jaw work as he considers the situation, and its solution. [18:14] Aly Milligan nods [18:14] Karen Markov: please I need to get away from them [18:14] Karen Markov: I ve told you all [18:14] Aly Milligan: Again, I'm going to offer you a chance to tell us EVERYTHING [18:14] Karen Markov: help me!!! [18:14] Aly Milligan: Tell us about Johnson [18:14] Karen Markov wails with frustration and hoplessness [18:15] Karen Markov: he was my boss a fat pig of a man... but I didnt kill him!!
[18:15] Fenton Fong: I have some bad news for you, Karen. Time's growing short. Friar's on his way here with Mischa, and we ain't got but one stall to hold the both of you. [18:15] Fenton Fong: You know she's Lorn's creature. [18:15] Aly Milligan yells. "Then who did?!?" [18:15] Aly Milligan punches the glass. [18:15] Karen Markov: pleaase I have told ypou all get me out ... they will kill me [18:15] Aly Milligan draws her pistol [18:15] Karen Markov panics
[18:15] Karen Markov: Friar!!!!! [18:16] Karen Markov: friar did it .....with his henchman [18:16] Fenton Fong: Do you have something to back up that claim? [18:16] Aly Milligan: How do you know? Where's the proof? [18:16] Karen Markov: I dont knw.. thats the only possible answer [18:17] Aly Milligan rolls her eyes [18:17] Karen Markov: that friar has been asking around about the TEG [18:17] Aly Milligan: Did he ask you? [18:17] Karen Markov wails in pain like a trapped animal" Please they will kill me I have told you all" [18:17] Karen Markov: yes.. friar was asking about TEG [18:18] Karen Markov: about how the stuff was extracted and processed [18:18] Karen Markov: who controlled it [18:18] Aly Milligan: So what? So was I [18:18] Fenton Fong looks skeptical, and shares as much with Aly in a glance. [18:18] Karen Markov stammerts "but... but " [18:18] Aly Milligan: You. Have. No. Alibi.
[18:18] Aly Milligan cocks her gun.
[18:18] Karen Markov: your a reporter your supposed to be nosey [18:18] Karen Markov: NNNNOOOOOOOO [18:19] Karen Markov: I didnt kill him.... [18:19] Karen Markov begs for mercy [18:19] Aly Milligan glances at Fenton, clearly unimpressed with Markov's performance [18:20] Karen Markov: please if the Tong get me I'm dead [18:20] Karen Markov: I failed them [18:20] Aly Milligan: Yes, yes you are. [18:20] Aly Milligan: Forever. [18:20] Karen Markov sobs [18:20] Aly Milligan: Give us evidence against Friar and Mars and maybe we can work something out. [18:21] Karen Markov sobbing.." What... I dont have anything.. excpet their questions!!" [18:22] Karen Markov: pleaase if you cant get me out kill me now qquickly before the Tong do it slowl;y [18:22] Karen Markov shows a look of absolute desparation [18:22] Karen Markov bands on tyhe glasss " Pleeaasseeeee" [18:22] Aly Milligan: There are a few things I don't get still [18:22] Aly Milligan scratches her chin with her pictol [18:23] Karen Markov heads drops resting onthe cage [18:23] Aly Milligan: Who stole the teg last week? As forewoman you must have some clue.
[18:24] Karen Markov: I .. thought it was Friar.... I assumed so....who else....why would the Tong want the codes if they already had it? [18:24] Karen Markov: I didnt ... I wish I had earlier and paid off the Tong [18:24] Aly Milligan: Then why would Friar stick around? [18:24] Karen Markov: I DONT KNOW [18:25] Aly Milligan sighs [18:25] Karen Markov: mabye to get more??? mabye.... I dont know [18:26] Aly Milligan looks over at Fenton. "I don't think we'll get anything else out of her." She taps a finger on her lips. "What do you plan to do with her?" [18:26] Karen Markov looks between the two
At this point Friar, Mars, and Mischa arrive in the hallway outside the cell. [[I'll try to add more space to distinguish between the two locations]]
[18:26] Friar Homewood: stop [18:26] Friar Homewood: go into the medical bay [18:27] Karen Markov sees the Tong whore approaching [18:27] Mischa catches her breath as she stops, turns slowly, and enters the medbay [18:27] Friar Homewood: get on this thing
[18:27] Aly Milligan closes and seals the doors [18:27] Karen Markov: Pleaase......I'll do anything .. say anything .. get me out of here
[18:27] Friar Homewood: get on [18:28] Friar Homewood: dont fuck with me whore [18:28] Friar Homewood: get [18:28] Friar Homewood: on [18:28] Mischa backs against the countertop, fingertips brushing against the surface as she stares, wide-eyed -- I-...I....yes..yes..of course...
[18:28] Fenton Fong: Aly, anything I say at this point is off the record. Has to be. You good with that? [18:28] Aly Milligan switches off her gear. "Yes. You're clear."
[18:28] Mischa slips her jacket off and and side-steps quickly to the table, then lifts her legs uip ontoit [18:28] Karen Markov looks with curiousity as she listens [18:29] Friar Homewood straps you down tight to the device
[18:29] Fenton Fong: Karen, I don't much care who killed Johnson. I doubt anybody much cares.
[18:29] Friar Homewood: closes the door and locks it [18:29] Mischa gasps as te sraps cinch tightly agaainst her wrists and ankles, instantly clenching her fists and tightening her arms [18:30] Mischa swallows and follows you with her eyes, heart racing, then cries out as you seal the door -- h-..heyyy!!
[18:31] Aly Milligan: As mayor, I assume you're the justice system in these parts. [18:31] Aly Milligan: What do you do with would-be assassins? [18:31] Fenton Fong: I am pretty much the whole shebang. [18:31] Fenton Fong: Would-be assassins? I guess that depends on how dangerous they are. [18:31] Karen Markov starts atthe use of assasin but keeps her mouth shut [18:32] Aly Milligan stares at Karen.
[18:32] Mischa shouts at the top of her lungs, her fear handily replaced with outrage as she rattles loudly in her restraints, barely audible outside -- heyyyyyyy!!!
[18:32] Aly Milligan: There are possible uses for her, outside of summary execution . . . [18:33] Fenton Fong blinks and gives Aly this look like he wasn't expecting that kind of talk to come out of the nice girl in town. At least, that's how he thinks of her. [18:33] Fenton Fong: I beg your pardon? [18:33] Karen Markov listens intently
[18:34] Mischa shakes twists and bends violently in her restraints, managing only to rub her wrists and ankles raw
[18:34] Aly Milligan begins looking through pouches on her belt. "Hold on a sec." She smiles and holds up a device smaller than a grain of rice. "This is a professional remote sourcing device. AKA the reporter's best friend. AKA a bug." [18:35] Fenton Fong regards it, and her. "Go on." [18:35] Aly Milligan: Now it seems to me that there are several interests on this rock that don't really have Bella's bets interests in mind. [18:35] Fenton Fong: That there are. [18:35] Aly Milligan: And a lot f them want what Ms. Markov has access to.
Lorn arrives in the hallway.
[18:35] Lorn Avro: !KNOCK KNOCK! [18:35] Lorn Avro: Mayor? [18:36] Lorn Avro: Do you have a minute? [18:36] Mischa bellows with outrage from within the medbay, sounding very distant outside [18:36] Fenton Fong frowns. "Pardon me." [18:36] Mischa: heyyyy!! lemme ...gooo! [18:36] Karen Markov looks paniced and whispers " dont let her near me!" [18:36] Mischa starts to whimper and sob
Mayor Fenton leaves the containment room and closes and seals the door behind him.
[18:36] Lorn Avro: Oh, I thought you might be in your office. [18:36] Fenton Fong: Ms. Avro, how may I help you? [18:36] Mischa: god...*dammit*..hellp! [18:36] Lorn Avro tilts her head.
[18:36] Karen Markov looks up to Aly
[18:36] Lorn Avro: Is that Mischa? [18:37] Lorn Avro: Mayor, a few minutes of your time?
[18:37] Karen Markov: What can I doo to help... please
[18:37] Mischa whimpers as she twists her wrist as hard as she can, clawing uselessly at her straps [18:37] Fenton Fong wasn't able to hear her from security, but now he does. He looks over Lorn's head at Friar. [18:37] Mischa: h-..helllp! [18:37] Friar Homewood: lorn [18:37] Friar Homewood: i see you came to give the mayor those codes [18:38] Fenton Fong holds up his hand, cool as a cucumber. "If there's going to be any shooting done in this corridor, let me step out of the way and let you get to business." [18:38] Friar Homewood: id appreciate that mr mayor
Aly types on her PDA and holds it up for Karen to read. She asks Karen if she will assent to being bugged subcutaneously.
[18:38] Aly Milligan: Nod yes or no. [18:38] Karen Markov nods
[18:38] Mischa calls out as she hears voices in the distance...stern ones [18:38] Fenton Fong: Oh, god. You're serious, aren't you? [18:38] Mischa: h-..helllo? anybody there? [18:38] Friar Homewood: deadly [18:38] Lorn Avro: My business with the mayor is not really a matter I intend to discuss with you Mr. Homewood. [18:38] Mars Benelli drops her safety and chambers a round.. [18:38] Friar Homewood: you shot me lorn
[18:39] Aly Milligan opens the cell and injects Karen with the device.
[18:39] Friar Homewood: my mother shot me once [18:39] Friar Homewood: once
Friar and Lorn shoot each other, and then argue about who shot first.
[18:39] DCS2 2.32: Lorn Avro Has been Defeated [18:39] DCS2 2.32: Lorn Avrowas Killed By Mars Benelli [18:39] DCS2 2.30: Friar Homewood Has been Defeated [18:39] DCS2 2.30: Friar Homewoodwas Killed By Lorn Avro [18:39] Friar Homewood: she was down first [18:39] Fenton Fong dodges to one side as shots echo through the corridor. [18:39] Lorn Avro: So
[18:39] Karen Markov leaps out of the cage...at the shots [18:39] Aly Milligan draws her taser
[18:40] Mischa ((agrees lorn was dropped first)) [18:40] Friar Homewood: ((i should be up, you were down before you shot me)
[18:40] Karen Markov cowers behinf Aly [18:40] Aly Milligan locks the door from the inside
[18:40] DCS2 2.32: Lorn Avro's Death timer reached [18:40] DCS2 2.30: Friar Homewood's Death timer reached [18:40] Lorn Avro: ((And the bullets were in the air. Your point?)) [18:40] Friar Homewood: (you stood back up and shot me) [18:40] Friar Homewood: (lol) [18:40] Mars Benelli: You were face down and still shooting [18:40] Mars Benelli: :) [18:41] Lorn Avro: ((What?)) [18:41] Mars Benelli: (( yep! [18:41] Mischa ((no foul, she probalby didn't realize she was dead, but lorn is down...no simultaneous kill)) [18:41] Friar Homewood: ((yeah, you were lying down and the gun anim took over)) [18:41] Lorn Avro: ((So DCS somehow lets you shoot if you're dead?)) [18:41] Mars Benelli: (( that's what it looked like) [18:41] Friar Homewood: ((alot of them do)) [18:41] Mischa: ((absolutely it will, unfortunately)) [18:41] Mischa: ((if you're in mouselook or have an ao on, folks often don't realize when they're dead)) [18:41] Lorn Avro: ((So, the fact that I fired a half dozen times before either of you shot means nothing too I assume?)) [18:41] Mischa: ((and guns have ao's)) [18:42] Friar Homewood: (no, you missed. it happens) [18:42] Mars Benelli: Just means it was a justified killing [18:42] Mischa: ((first registered kill counts...dcs throttles hits)) [18:42] Lorn Avro: ((So it's about as useful as screen doors on a submarine)) [18:42] Friar Homewood: get her into sickbay [18:42] Friar Homewood: see if you can save her [18:42] Lorn Avro: No! [18:42] Mischa: ((slightly better...sl combat is not the best...)) [18:42] Lorn Avro: I'm dead! [18:42] Fenton Fong: What the hell was that about? [18:43] Friar Homewood: looks down, then checks her pulse [18:43] Mars Benelli: heheh I pumped 4 magazines into her after she fell [18:43] Lorn Avro: Did you see the number of rounds your bodyguard threw after I hit the ground? [18:43] Mars Benelli: I do love my bases covered... [18:43] Mischa ((chuckles -- still your choice :) )) [18:43] Lorn Avro: So, sorry. Dead. [18:43] Mars Benelli: Mister Mayor I'll take that pistol... Nice and slow [18:43] Friar Homewood: last week while you were unconscious it came to light that mischa really did have something to do with big johnson's death, and that in point of fact [18:43] Mischa (( we has remarkable meds in da future :) )) [18:43] Friar Homewood: she framed arwen [18:43] Friar Homewood: mars [18:43] Friar Homewood: leave the mayor be [18:44] Friar Homewood: at any rate
Mayor Fenton opens a comm line to Aly and keeps it open. Aly records everything.
[18:44] Aly Milligan listens intently
[18:44] Mars Benelli raises her weapon.. "Please" [18:44] Friar Homewood: as all this came to light [18:44] Lorn Avro: There are no backups of me. [18:44] Mars Benelli: I'm simply disarming him.. [18:44] Friar Homewood: i was attempting to arrest karen and mischa interfered [18:44] Friar Homewood: then lorn came out and shot me [18:44] Friar Homewood: mars, the mayor is the civil authority [18:44] Mischa grows deathly still as gunfire rings out, the speaks softly after a few moments, ears ringing so loud she can't hear anything -- h-..helllo? [18:44] Friar Homewood: i trust him [18:45] Friar Homewood: please leave him be [18:45] Friar Homewood: if he shootsme, its my fault [18:45] Lorn Avro: And I do hope the mayor deputized Mars. [18:45] Friar Homewood: you cant talk you are dead [18:45] Lorn Avro: Or that was 'intent to kill and murder' [18:45] Lorn Avro: ((Sorry. you're right))
[18:45] Karen Markov whispers to Aly " What can we do to get out of here?"
[18:46] Friar Homewood: at any rate [18:46] Mars Benelli: Have a nice day [18:46] Friar Homewood: lorn shot me so they could get away with the teg
[18:46] Aly Milligan holds a finger to her lips, telling Karen to shush
[18:46] Friar Homewood: contacted me, attempted to say it was a mistake [18:46] Friar Homewood: then when i said if it was a mistake she should give you the codes [18:46] Friar Homewood: she refused [18:46] Mischa swallows and begins twisting in her reastraints again, finally hearing muted voices in the hallway [18:47] Friar Homewood: mr mayor? [18:47] Fenton Fong just sighs and shakes his head. [18:47] Fenton Fong: You gunned her down in cold blood. [18:47] Friar Homewood: actually [18:47] Friar Homewood: when the first shot was fired it was her [18:47] Friar Homewood: shooting me [18:47] Mars Benelli: As I said... [18:47] Friar Homewood: the security cameras will show that [18:47] Mars Benelli: I think I'll have that piece.. [18:48] Friar Homewood: mars [18:48] Aly Milligan: ((there are no cameras)) [18:48] Friar Homewood: the mayor is ok [18:48] Mars Benelli: Friar.. [18:48] Friar Homewood: he isnt going to draw on two of us [18:48] Mars Benelli: My Helmet Cam caught it [18:48] Friar Homewood: ((arwen established last week that there were)) [18:48] Aly Milligan: ((Haha, I was told there weren't any)) [18:49] Friar Homewood: and at any rate, mars helmet cam clearly shows lorn firing first [18:49] Pacific Vale: ((I got that information from the highest authority. :) )) [18:49] Mars Benelli taps her helmet [18:49] Friar Homewood: self defense [18:49] Fenton Fong: Then I'm the one who has to ask you for that footage, Mars. [18:49] Friar Homewood: a thorough search of lorns quarters should turn up the pda [18:49] Friar Homewood: mars, send the mayor a copy please [18:50] Mars Benelli: Your noteputer please... [18:50] Friar Homewood: and send one back to metternacht headquarters [18:50] Friar Homewood: to our legal department [18:50] Mars Benelli Shrugs [18:50] Mars Benelli: I thought there was too much paperwork in the ASF... [18:50] Friar Homewood makes a mental not to get mars some serious combat bonus pay [18:50] Fenton Fong: Is there anyone else on your list today, Homewood? I hear Mischa squawling in the infirmary. [18:51] Friar Homewood: yes well [18:51] Mars Benelli: Should I do deal with her? [18:51] Friar Homewood: initially i intended to simply arrest mischa, get lorn to turn over the codes [18:51] Friar Homewood: get shit up and running [18:51] Mars Benelli reloads. [18:51] Friar Homewood: and leave everyone be [18:51] Friar Homewood: so im at a rare loss [18:51] Friar Homewood: no mars, one message is enough [18:51] Friar Homewood searches lorns body for the pda [18:52] Mars Benelli: (( There's a good chance I've shot it)) [18:52] Friar Homewood: ((lol)) [18:52] Friar Homewood: ((dunno if she had it on her, can anyone ask?)) [18:52] Mars Benelli: (( 4 mags at 95 rounds each)) [18:52] Mars Benelli: (( chances are good) [18:52] Mischa twists nervously in her restraints, tears face stained with dried tears and makeup a she grunts with the effort [18:53] Mars Benelli: If you'll exscuse me boss.. [18:53] Mars Benelli Enters the infirmary and Closes the door.. [18:53] Mischa: h-..hello? is there...anyone..th-... [18:54] Mischa gasps as the trio enters the room, looking around frantically [18:54] Mars Benelli: Well isnt this... cute.. [18:54] Mischa: wh-..what was that? i..I thought i heard...shots... [18:54] Friar Homewood: you like that? [18:54] Friar Homewood: it was my idea [18:54] Friar Homewood: we seem to lack a brig [18:54] Friar Homewood: sling [18:54] Mars Benelli: Yea.. a simple injection and she goes from being a prisoner.. to biomass [18:54] Friar Homewood: mars, lorn was a legal kill [18:54] Friar Homewood: this one wouldnt be [18:54] Friar Homewood: besides [18:54] Mischa smiles weakly at friar, head turning quickly from side to side as she tries to follow eveyrone in the room -- ogodd....wh-..what 's going on?
[18:54] Friar Homewood: shes going to help restart teg production [18:54] Friar Homewood: arent you mischa [18:55] Mars Benelli: Simply saving the court costs.. [18:55] Friar Homewood: i think we are about to reach a plea [18:55] Mars Benelli: Ahhh.. [18:55] Mars Benelli: Well then.. [18:55] Mischa blinks quickly and stares at friar intently -- wh-..what? [18:55] Friar Homewood: the codes [18:55] Mars Benelli: She better start singing... [18:55] Friar Homewood: to restart the teg [18:55] Friar Homewood: to prove your innocence in all this [18:55] Friar Homewood: give them to the mayor [18:55] Mischa swallows and nods slowly [18:56] Mars Benelli Looks down as the Mayor's Noteputer beeps. [18:56] Mars Benelli Disconnects the device and hands it back. [18:56] Friar Homewood: whats that? ah the film [18:56] Mars Benelli: There's a full copy. [18:56] Mischa blinks quickly, watching gloved hands pass items over her body [18:56] "Thanks," Fenton mutters grimly. [18:57] Mars Benelli: Oh cheer up! [18:57] Friar Homewood: mischa [18:57] Friar Homewood: the codes [18:57] Fenton Fong: Mischa, Lorn's dead. [18:57] Mars Benelli: More rations for everybody.. [18:57] Mischa: I .....look.. [18:57] Mischa swallows -- I gave them to..h-..her....lorn... [18:57] Mars Benelli: I just hope she wasnt the one making the duck... [18:57] Friar Homewood: you didnt keep a copy? [18:57] Mischa: those were the last I saw of them...I-..I was scared [18:57] Friar Homewood: come now [18:58] Friar Homewood looks so sad [18:58] Friar Homewood: its just that well [18:58] Mars Benelli Slings her rifle and produces a powerbar from a magazine pouch.. gnawing on it cheerfully [18:58] Friar Homewood: id hate for you to be convicted of murdering big johnson to profit from those codes [18:58] Mischa swallows and speaks quickly -- n-..no, wait! I...I didn't kill him! no.I said so..it wasn't me! [18:58] Fenton Fong: Who was it, Mischa? [18:58] Mischa: how many times do i have to tell you! [18:58] Friar Homewood: and what other gesture of good faith could you possibly produce? [18:58] Friar Homewood: i mean [18:58] Friar Homewood: why should we believe you? [18:59] Mars Benelli Draws he blade.. half offering it to Friar.. hilt first.. [18:59] Friar Homewood takes the knife, but looks at the mayor [18:59] Mischa pants slowly, looking around slowly -- if I...if I had these...you'd kill me [18:59] Friar Homewood: mischa [18:59] Friar Homewood: i tried to save you [18:59] Friar Homewood: i tried to save your boss [18:59] Friar Homewood: i shot a fucking cop for you [19:00] Friar Homewood: plus [19:00] Friar Homewood: we are standing in front of the mayor [19:00] Friar Homewood: just be rational [19:00] Friar Homewood: i work for a multi goodrillion dollar company [19:00] Friar Homewood: a few ounces of teg arent worth spilling blood over [19:00] Mars Benelli: Forget it Friar.. It will take me a few days.. But I'm pretty sure i can bypass the codes.. [19:00] Mischa glares at you, growning paradoxically furious [19:01] Friar Homewood: thats true mars [19:01] Mischa: you're going to kill me no matter what...listen to you.... [19:01] Friar Homewood: mayor with your permission id like to set mars to taking out the security [19:01] Mischa: you're a killer, that's what you are....that's all you're good for [19:01] Mars Benelli: Hell I can extract the teg sitting in the equipment and leave it destroyed when I'm done.. [19:01] Friar Homewood: mischa, lorn is the first and hopefully last person ill ever have to kill [19:01] Friar Homewood grins at mars [19:01] Mars Benelli: Lorn was simply the one i killed today... [19:01] Friar Homewood: we need a few weeks worth [19:02] Karen Markov looks inquisitevly up to Aly standing by the door as she cannot hear whats being said [19:02] Friar Homewood: mayor, can i set mars to breaking the security? [19:02] Mischa narrows her eyes slightly, eyes fixed on yours, voice trembling -- she-...she was my boss...my friend! she gave me a chance...and when the tong finds out they'll do worse to me [19:02] Friar Homewood: it will get your economy moving [19:02] Aly Milligan has her equipment pressed against the securely locked door [19:02] Fenton Fong takes a moment to think it over. [19:02] Mars Benelli Chuckles.. [19:02] Friar Homewood: mischa [19:02] Friar Homewood: you and lorn killed johnson [19:02] Fenton Fong: Yes. Crack the system. [19:02] Friar Homewood: thats all there is to it [19:02] Friar Homewood: now youll go to trial [19:03] Mischa: so you can go stick that knife, or that cock, or whatever the hell you brough with you wherever...and *no*..I didn't! [19:03] Friar Homewood: you framed a cop [19:03] Friar Homewood: youll go for that too [19:03] Mars Benelli: Will they bother with a trial way out her? [19:03] Mars Benelli: *here? [19:03] Friar Homewood: yes [19:03] Friar Homewood: ill see to it that they do [19:03] Mischa screws her eyes shut, sobbing anew as shestarts to shake her head -- no..no..no..I didn't....kill....biggie..no..no... [19:03] Friar Homewood: mischa is a citizen of the agc [19:03] Mars Benelli: Or will they simply walk her into the surf and put on in her brain? [19:03] Friar Homewood: she deserves her day in court [19:03] Mars Benelli: *one [19:03] Friar Homewood: thats after the trial mars [19:03] Friar Homewood grins [19:04] Mischa sniffs -- fine... [19:04] Friar Homewood: well she isnt going anywhere [19:04] Mars Benelli: oh yes.. procedure.. [19:04] Mischa: fine...! [19:04] Mischa throws her head over and looks up at you, vision blurred with tears [19:04] Friar Homewood: mischa youare under arrest for the murder of big johnson, the framing of arwen hextall and the assault on deputy homewood [19:04] Mischa: I'll tell you what happend...I'll give you what you want, dammit! [19:04] Friar Homewood stops and listens [19:04] Friar Homewood: tell us [19:05] Mars Benelli Smirks a little... taking another bite of her power bar.. [19:05] Mischa sniffs -- but you get squat...you get *nothing*..unless you start...right ..now...you let me ..go! [19:05] Karen Markov looks increasingly worried about what happened with all the shooting [19:05] Friar Homewood: search her mars [19:05] Mischa: i'll take you to your *damn* teg codes [19:05] Mars Benelli: You mean I have to touch it? [19:05] Fenton Fong: I'll do it. [19:05] Friar Homewood: sadly [19:05] Mischa swings her head around and glares at mars, unsure where to look to meet her gaze
[19:05] Aly Milligan types "stay calm" into her PDA and holds it up to show Karen.
[19:05] Friar Homewood: thank you mayor [19:06] Fenton Fong: You have to keep your hands on that damned gun anyway.
[19:06] Karen Markov nods but doesnt look much calmer
[19:06] Mars Benelli Gnaws on her powerbar.. letting it hang ut of her mouth.. and unslings her rifle again [19:06] Fenton Fong gives Mischa a careful pat-down. He pauses over her face and looks into it, trying to read the truth in her expression. [19:06] Friar Homewood: all clear? [19:06] Mischa 's wrinkles her brow and looks pleadingly at fenton -- please...baby..please..stop them [19:07] Mars Benelli: Tosses her head back and gobbles down the last bit.. Clicking her safety back off...
[19:07] Friar Homewood grins at mars' action [19:07] Fenton Fong: Mischa, what are you protecting? I'm serious. Lorn's dead. See this blood on me? I wouldn't lie to you about that. I know what she meant to you."
[19:07] Aly Milligan types "Lorn is dead." into her PDA and holds it up for Karen to see. [19:08] Karen Markov eyes open wide
[19:08] Mischa sallows -- i'm..protecting...my ass... [19:08] Mischa: now...let me up... [19:08] Friar Homewood undoes the restraints [19:09] Mars Benelli levels her weapon [19:09] Friar Homewood: get up [19:09] Friar Homewood offers mischa his hand [19:09] Friar Homewood: no one is going to hurt you mischa [19:09] Mischa frowns and pushes herself up slowly, looking from one to the other cautiously, her demeanor completely cahnged [19:09] Mars Benelli: No fast moves.. [19:09] Friar Homewood: so first tell us what happened [19:09] Mischa pushes herself onto the floor, bends slowly, and picks up her jacket [19:09] Friar Homewood: no! [19:09] Friar Homewood: put it down [19:10] Friar Homewood: unsling [19:10] Mischa freezes, letting her jacket fall [19:10] Mischa sighs -- whatever [19:10] Friar Homewood: first tell us what happened [19:10] Mischa: it doens't matter what happened...you already know, and you don't believe it... [19:10] Mars Benelli Walks around... picking up the jacket.. going through it [19:11] Mischa: ...somebody killed biggie, but that's the end of it [19:11] Mischa sighs -- now...do you want your blasted bay snot? [19:11] Friar Homewood: so everything else was blatant opportunism? [19:11] Mischa plants her hands on her hips and sighs [19:11] Mischa: i'm a whore [19:11] Mars Benelli snorts [19:11] Friar Homewood nods [19:11] Friar Homewood: tht is true [19:11] Friar Homewood nods to the mayor too [19:11] Friar Homewood: she is [19:12] Mischa: now...are we done with the chit chat? [19:12] Friar Homewood: yeah, where are the codes [19:12] Mars Benelli: Codes... [19:12] Mars Benelli: Now... [19:12] Mars Benelli: Ship.. [19:12] Mars Benelli: Leave. [19:12] Mars Benelli: In that order.. [19:12] Friar Homewood: lets go [19:12] Mischa bobs her head towards friar -- follow me...stick a gun to my head...whatever...but we're going there together [19:12] Mars Benelli: I for one have seen enough of this garden spot [19:12] Friar Homewood: me too [19:12] Mischa: ...and it's seen enough of you, that's fore sure [19:13] Fenton Fong frowns as something comes over his com unit. "Oh, crap." [19:13] Friar Homewood: what? [19:13] Mischa gestures towards the door -- now...may I? [19:13] Mars Benelli delivers a brutal buttstroke to the back of Mischa's head [19:13] Friar Homewood: mars! [19:13] Friar Homewood: damnit! [19:13] Friar Homewood: mayor? [19:13] Fenton Fong frowns and turns toward the door. "Fire in Chinatown. Lorn's apartment." [19:13] Mischa cries out and collapses, nearly blacking out [19:13] Mars Benelli: Keep that mouth of your Silent.. [19:13] Friar Homewood: damnit mars [19:13] Friar Homewood: fuck [19:13] Mars Benelli: I'm tired of being nice Friar.. [19:13] Friar Homewood: that must be mavia [19:14] Friar Homewood: Mischa, whereare the codes [19:14] Friar Homewood: i cant control mars [19:14] Fenton Fong shoots Mars a hard look. [19:14] Mars Benelli: If i had my way we would frag the whole fucking place.. [19:14] Mars Benelli looks up.. [19:14] Mischa pushes herself up, leaning against the exam table, wincing -- you..like...being herer...don't you? [19:14] Mischa: how long...did you..*ng*..say it..would take? [19:14] Mars Benelli: Oh give me a fucking reason... [19:15] Friar Homewood: ladies [19:15] Friar Homewood: please [19:15] Mischa pushes herself halfway to her feet [19:15] Friar Homewood: mayor is there a fire brigade here? [19:15] Friar Homewood: or is lorns building lost to us? [19:15] Mischa: you think..maybe...just...maybe....somebody else...might...*groans*...get her...by then...? [19:15] Friar Homewood: get who? [19:15] Pacific Vale: ((Hang on. I misunderstood.)) [19:15] Mischa coughs and nearly falls to the floor again [19:15] Mischa: "...here..." [19:16] Mars Benelli: We have a Naval asset in orbit.. [19:16] Mars Benelli: Let em come.. [19:16] Friar Homewood nods [19:16] Friar Homewood: metternacht makes the navy ships girl [19:16] Mischa 's voice is a hoarse whisper -- lemme take you ...to it...you..can go... [19:16] Friar Homewood: nobody is getting past my ride [19:16] Mars Benelli: If we didnt need the teg this place would be a smoking crater by now..
[[And then I had to leave :) ]]
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Woot Posted 5/9/2008 11:48:06 AM by Mak - [Show All My Posts] So early this morning I was officially accepted into the Gorean mercenary group....I was (and still am) so excited.
I also talked to one of my good friends (and guy I like) for 4 hours last night. We both have some feelings for each other and are wanting to test things out. He agrees with the 3 main things I want in a relationship - freedom to be myself and to spend time with my friends, not being required to spend every moment we are both online physically together and willing to give me space and time. I'm hesitant to get into another relationship...the last two left me really hurt. So we talked about everything. I think this may go well.
Might I just add that SL is being a royal pain in the ass today...erg, but I am still in a fantastic mood. Take that Lindens.
xxx
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Weekend !!! Posted 5/9/2008 10:32:21 AM by phase - [Show All My Posts] Look outside everyone... ITS THE WEEKEND !!!!!
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Knowledge Base Article of the Week #25: Liberal Media (On A Parcel) Posted 5/9/2008 10:20:00 AM by LL Blog - [Show All My Posts] --- Posted by Jeremy Linden on Linden Lab Blog ---
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I Think I Fell From the Sky Posted 5/9/2008 7:30:21 AM by Nikki Susanto - [Show All My Posts] http://youtube.com/watch?v=rlzF5S2BAmY&feature=related (if you can, listen to the song while you read)
This Sunday, May 11, 2008 is Mother's Day in the U.S.
As some of you know who follow my blog writing I do not have a relationship with my Mother. Growing up as a child I didn't either. I do not remember a single Mother's Day Celebration in my entire life. I have very few positive memories of growing up with her and those memories are even tainted with the abuse and horror I lived with. My Mother is not a supportive person, she is not an educated person either. She is not sincere and very closed minded. My Mother has a very limited amount of social like friends and spends a great deal of her life alone. Throughout childhood, and more recently throughout my adulthood, she has been very negative and has at this point abandoned me for the second time in my life. This time, she has abandoned my children, her grandchildren, as well. I do not want her to apologize to me, I do not even want to speak to her if that is her wish. All I want is for my Mother to be given another chance at being a Grandmother to my children. I am my Mother's only child.
Those around me who love and care about me are going to shower me with Mother's Day wishes and remind me what a wonderful Mother I have become, despite the situations I have lived.
Please don't.
I am not the Mother I am because anyone has taught me how to be one. I am just me. I am not the Mother I am because I expect to be thanked for it or even appreciated for it. I have been walked out on many times in my life and each time I have held on very tight to my children. I have not been able to provide them with the name brands all the time, I have not been able to give them a huge home with a backyard to run and play in and I have not been able to always be there at the basketball games, or chorus sing-a-long at school. But I have always been there for them, to teach them the things my Mother forgot to teach me ... love, honor and respect for themselves.
I will get to see my daughter this weekend and for the first time since Jared has been born, I will have all four children in my home at the same time. I plan to have lunch with them and we are going to bake cupcakes together (at their request) and at the end of the day, despite the sibling rivalry and infant cries it will be the greatest present I can receive.
I do not look at myself being a Mother as a job that should be rewarded. It is a gift that I cherish each day and do so with pride. I struggle to stay away in the middle of the night to feed baby, I scramble around each morning to find matching socks and pack lunch bags. My calendar is crammed with appointments and activities and the front of the fridge is crammed with artwork and honor roll papers. The things I do each day for them are what I'm supposed to do ... and so nothing more is needed except me knowing that I have four healthy, smart kids who sleep safe and sound at the end of each day.
I will wish each and every single mom out there a VERY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY and I'll send out wishes to my own Mother, through spirit.
And for those friends of mine who aren't yet blessed to be Mother's, Happy Mom's Day to you too. You possess friendship and love that will ensure you will be an incredible Mom one day. And for those women who will never have a chance to be a Mother ... Be mine. Because I'll never have a chance to have one.

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